Fathers Day!

Today is Fathers Day. Happy Fathers Day! Now that I got that out of the way, I do want to share today's news and how I am feeling. I am so thankful that I have Skip in my life. He is a great dad, not only to his own kids but mine as well. I Have never known my own dad, But I wish he is having a great Fathers Day. Maybe he thinks about me from time to time? EH, who knows? Would it be to disrespectful to make a shout out to my future baby daddy and say Happy Fathers Day? Well I just did. I am hoping that this is his last Fathers Day NOT being a daddy! OK, Lets move on to feelings and the journey progress shall we? How I am feeling? Its been a week since I flew out to Chacaaaago to meet Katrina and John. I am having some issues missing them and not being as close as I would like (Kuddos to you that have IP's far away) I love our contact that we have. I love that we are so close and we are like a very far off family! I am having a hard time expressing my feelings with Skip. I try to share as much as I can with him and make him feel as much as a part of this as I can. He has expressed some very disturbing information with me. The emotional person that I am is taking it the wrong way and almost making me think twice about doing this. At the end of the day this is what is in my heart and this is what I am going to do. OK now on to the actual journey, I'm not quite sure what is going on, on Katrina's end. I know she has an appointment with a RE in about a week. We are also waiting on something to start up with the lawyers to get the contract going. I have all my ducks in a row just waiting on insurance so I can find a midwife. Oh yes sorry to leave you out. I am planning on doing another all natural birth at our leading children's hospital, Dornbechers! So that is my update as of today (6-17-12) Need to get ready for the day.
Talk later
Bessy